New Google Logo

"Discovery of Water on the Moon"

You know how Google likes to create a specially designed logo for each major historical event? With the news about how water was found present on the moon, the above logo was created, brand new, if I'm not mistaken.

Hah. It's fun to see all those logos. Pretty creative.

Oh... Also surf around and read those articles everywhere about the discovery of water on the moon. I wouldn't think about the possibility of we moving to the moon anytime soon, but it's interesting.

I'm Feeling Weird

Yes. I don't know why, but I'm feeling quite weird these few days.

I can be quite an easy-going (as in relaxed and informal) person usually, but when I get a feeling that something is wrong, I would immediately tighten up. The thing is... when I feel that something isn't right, something actually and really isn't right. My feeling rarely fails me. I know I could be paranoid sometimes, but you know the saying "better be safe than sorry".

Things are happening everywhere. Why am I so bothered?! Argh. I need to run my own check on each of them to see what's wrong.

Blah. Another "personal" post. I wish the next post won't be something like this. I'll try.

P.S.
Hmm... There is something I must do from now on: to be intelligently and mindfully reticent.

P.P.S.
One more thing I've learnt in the past few days: never utter your worries in your heart to someone who doesn't truly understand you (unless you know that the person can and is willing to offer constructive opinions). One of the worst outcomes is that the person not only doesn't care but also makes fun of you. It's a "double-hurt". So don't do it, for your own sake.

P.P.P.S.
Remember [this post]? Things are proving me right once again! When your intention to do something is totally good, someone somewhere might secretly harbour a dislike towards you for whatever who-knows-what reason, even when no harm is done by your action to that person. Funny, huh? What's worst is that the person wouldn't tell you about it, so the problem would remain for who knows how long. Sigh.

Some Thoughts Must Never Be Mentioned

Indeed.

Some thoughts must never be mentioned.

Some days ago something happened. And I've learnt a lesson. Our words just go out like that when we speak, no matter our intentions, but we would never know which of our words would come back to haunt us.

In cases like this, certain words should not be uttered, certain actions should not be done, certain plans should not be... revealed.

Really, some thoughts must never be mentioned.

Observe. Observe. Observe.

Don't say it. Do it.

I have no choice. I have to protect myself.

No Holiday

Ahhh...... Nothing makes you feel relaxed more than the days after final exams.

The sudden drop of stress level is just puuuuurrrfect.

Though, I only have 2 or 3 days to relax. Sounds pretty stupid. There is no holiday this time. D*mn.

Anyway, I'm too tired to write anymore for now so I'll take my leave.

Hmm...

...what should it be......?

I know it's been a long time since I last posted an entry over there. I mean my other blog.
Right now, I've a few topics in my list:
- Do Not Compare
- Fame
- Memories
- Escapism
- Fabricated Logic

Though, for some of them, I'm not sure if I should put them here on this blog or there on my main one. But one thing for sure: there is still a "part two" for the topic about sex appeal, so that post will come first before any of the ones mentioned above. But when I finish writing that "part two", which topic should I write next? Hmm......

Oh Yeah!!

My "feeling" is back!

I don't know how many things had and have happened throughout these one or two months, but I definitely went through a lot. Really, lots.
Since when did my mood for blogging temporarily disappear? Oh... Since my previous term break. That was a little more than two months ago. Yeah...

So many things can happen in two months. I don't know where to start. My life was pretty busy. I almost screwed up one of my biggest assignments. I made a fool out of myself when I spoke with someone in my college. I talked quite a lot of rubbish when I interacted with my friends (and some lecturers). I felt bad over some of the things I had done.
I...... I was like a piece of sh*t if you ask me.

Oh... and that wasn't the end, yet. I've developed a new habit, even though I've got rid of an old bad habit. I thought to myself that I must change my lifestyle and sleep early every night, but I'm still nowhere near successful. I've downloaded a lot of stuff from the net and watched quite a bit of things, and they reminded me of lots of things.
In short, sigh... everyday was and is a new day with new stuff that I haven't previously encountered. But every time only after bad things happen that I manage to pay attention to them and fix them. And that's no matter how much effort I put in to prevent them from happening. Damn.

But I love those days, in a sense. Those things that happened... they made me go through lots and lots and lots of thinking, analyzing, brainstorming, reflecting, and planning. I guess moodiness can be a form of stimulation as well. (It stimulates you to get rid of it, and to do that you'll have to do lots of other things.) And through that stimulation, you get to approach (or I can say... you're forced to approach) issues that you've never thought of before, and then you'll learn something new. (Unless, of course, you don't do anything about it and just let the chance slips away.) I love learning something new, especially things and skills that are important and essential in maintaining a healthy mind and ensuring a functioning life.

Um... Actually, I'm half-way preparing my presentation for tomorrow. Hmph. It's troublesome. I don't want to talk about it. So yeah. Bye... until the next entry.

How Long Would It Take...

...for me to be myself again?

I've been like... going through lots of moods the past few weeks and things are also moving at a fast pace. No, it's not "mood swing". (I'm a guy.) Neither is it anything like it. The source of my fluctuating mood could be from what I see these days. Some things that I saw through my eyes triggered something in me.

Yeah it's not a good feeling, but I think all this makes me grow up (in some aspects). So it's not bad. Next time when I actually encounter those situations, I would be more prepared and more able to handle them.

I don't know how long more I have to wait to feel like blogging again, but I do know I have some stories to tell, ...especially when the audience is myself.