Oh Yeah!!

My "feeling" is back!

I don't know how many things had and have happened throughout these one or two months, but I definitely went through a lot. Really, lots.
Since when did my mood for blogging temporarily disappear? Oh... Since my previous term break. That was a little more than two months ago. Yeah...

So many things can happen in two months. I don't know where to start. My life was pretty busy. I almost screwed up one of my biggest assignments. I made a fool out of myself when I spoke with someone in my college. I talked quite a lot of rubbish when I interacted with my friends (and some lecturers). I felt bad over some of the things I had done.
I...... I was like a piece of sh*t if you ask me.

Oh... and that wasn't the end, yet. I've developed a new habit, even though I've got rid of an old bad habit. I thought to myself that I must change my lifestyle and sleep early every night, but I'm still nowhere near successful. I've downloaded a lot of stuff from the net and watched quite a bit of things, and they reminded me of lots of things.
In short, sigh... everyday was and is a new day with new stuff that I haven't previously encountered. But every time only after bad things happen that I manage to pay attention to them and fix them. And that's no matter how much effort I put in to prevent them from happening. Damn.

But I love those days, in a sense. Those things that happened... they made me go through lots and lots and lots of thinking, analyzing, brainstorming, reflecting, and planning. I guess moodiness can be a form of stimulation as well. (It stimulates you to get rid of it, and to do that you'll have to do lots of other things.) And through that stimulation, you get to approach (or I can say... you're forced to approach) issues that you've never thought of before, and then you'll learn something new. (Unless, of course, you don't do anything about it and just let the chance slips away.) I love learning something new, especially things and skills that are important and essential in maintaining a healthy mind and ensuring a functioning life.

Um... Actually, I'm half-way preparing my presentation for tomorrow. Hmph. It's troublesome. I don't want to talk about it. So yeah. Bye... until the next entry.