I'm Feeling Weird

Yes. I don't know why, but I'm feeling quite weird these few days.

I can be quite an easy-going (as in relaxed and informal) person usually, but when I get a feeling that something is wrong, I would immediately tighten up. The thing is... when I feel that something isn't right, something actually and really isn't right. My feeling rarely fails me. I know I could be paranoid sometimes, but you know the saying "better be safe than sorry".

Things are happening everywhere. Why am I so bothered?! Argh. I need to run my own check on each of them to see what's wrong.

Blah. Another "personal" post. I wish the next post won't be something like this. I'll try.

P.S.
Hmm... There is something I must do from now on: to be intelligently and mindfully reticent.

P.P.S.
One more thing I've learnt in the past few days: never utter your worries in your heart to someone who doesn't truly understand you (unless you know that the person can and is willing to offer constructive opinions). One of the worst outcomes is that the person not only doesn't care but also makes fun of you. It's a "double-hurt". So don't do it, for your own sake.

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Remember [this post]? Things are proving me right once again! When your intention to do something is totally good, someone somewhere might secretly harbour a dislike towards you for whatever who-knows-what reason, even when no harm is done by your action to that person. Funny, huh? What's worst is that the person wouldn't tell you about it, so the problem would remain for who knows how long. Sigh.